An open letter to a FRIEND OF MINE - PINOYDEN

to MR. CB,

We've been friends for how many years already. From that day na naging kaibigan kita, I never regret anything. You've been nice to me, you listened to my sentiments, you've let me share with you my achievements and disappointments as well, and for that, I'm really grateful. Having you as a friend, means a lot to me. You're a protective brother, a caring father, a thoughtful friend, and a great companion all rolled into one. I know that falling in love with you is something that I shouldn't really feel, kasi for you, I am just a friend. I've tried so many times na lumayo sa'yo, 'wag kang itext, 'wag kang isipin..pero wala e! When it comes to you, all my defenses seems to break down easily parati. Maybe I never had the chance to tell you na you mean MORE THAN A FRIEND to me or maybe I already had, pero hindi ko lang ginawa dahil I'm so afraid na hindi tayo pareho ng nararamdaman at masira yung pagkakaibigan natin na matagal kong iningatan.

Kapag may ibang babaeng napapalapit nang husto sa'yo, nakakaselos... SOBRA! pero wala naman akong karapatan na mag-inarte eh, ano ba kasi ako.. KAIBIGAN lang naman di ba?

 Pero sa bawat tawanan natin, sa bawat kulitan, sa bawat kwentuhan.. I kept on wondering, "Paano kaya kung maging tayo? Ganito din kaya kasaya?" But for now, hindi pa rin ako willing mag take ng risk na sabihin sa'yo ng personal na "Tol,I love you!".

Sa ngayon, kuntento na lang muna akong maging kaibigan mo, sa mga pasimpleng kilig pag kasama kita, sa mga tagos sa pusong pag-aalala, sa mga kwentuhang sa akin ay nagpapasaya,  kahit minsan masakit, okay lang. At least, alam kong andyan ka lang para sa'kin at nandito rin ako para sa'yo, kahit hindi TAYO at ang tanging meron lang ay IKAW at AKO. :')


Lovelots,
MS. CC

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guys share din po sana kayo ng message nyo sa inyong "friend".